What do I do?

sergeantmine09, on Nov 15 2020 - 00:55, said: I've put so much time into this game, and what do I have to show for it?

Two tier 10's that are worth [edited], awful average damage per game, awful average exp. I've tried everything I can to get better but between me and [edited]RNG, nothing is changing.

I don't want to walk away from something that has taken up so much of my time, but regardless it just feels like wasted time. I've progressed down the tech tree, but not as a player.
  I just don't know what to do anymore, and the thought of it just hurts my head. Doesn't matter how big of a break I take, the second I came back to it after nearly a year and I already wanted to uninstall it again. I try watching videos to try and learn what might help me improve my performance, but I just can't stay engaged. I don't want to turn this game into work, but I already play the game significantly less and spend more time loading in and out of battles.