now i remember why i quit playing before

Mugsy_: Hello folks,
I think what the OP was trying to say is that regardless of performance he doesn't think players should be penalized worse than just breaking even. This is a complex issue but your feedback is noted.
In the meantime find the Tier you can play at that is profitable, try to platoon when possible, and find resources to help you improve your matches.
~ Mugsy_