I made a huge mistake

Lert:   Mow a lawn.   This is not a game for people without patience, wanting instant-gratification now. This is a game for people willing to invest time and effort. That T29 will be there, don't worry, it's not going away.   Well, unless you drive it without understanding how the game works and it gets shot out from underneath your rear end again and again and again and you become desillusioned with how the game sucks etc.