I love playing the E25. Do I deserve hell?

Messerschmitt_Masser, on Apr 28 2020 - 13:29, said: During the last 7 days (checking WotLabs) I played 66 battles with the E25. Last 24 hours, it was the only tank I played. And I'm planning playing it today several times more. I know many players doesn't have good feelings towards that TD, precisely.   I bought it, I think it was in mid 2018, didn't get it for free. But I know many could have gotten it for free doing some kind of easy task (logging in every day during a certain period of time).   Few days ago, I had a battle -assault mode, in the defending side-, in Erlenberg, it was a tier 8-7 battle IIRC. Went to the little hill you can find in line 1 to eventually spot and land some shots early. We got rekt. At the end, I was alone against like 6 or 7 tanks, I don't remember, hiding near my base just waiting for being rushed to death, and of course they rekt me. Since global chat in-game is back for some days, one of the enemy guys said something like "KILL THE MISERABLE COCKROACH!!" (or something like that). After battle, I decided to ask him -in not a very friendly way I admit- the 'why' of his message. After a beautiful discussion that was actually soft, we could say we both agreeded that I'm a selfish human being for playing a broken tank that the community hates.    I mean, I was even happy because I 3MoEd it recently (this and the Pz III/IV, my only 3MoEds tanks, quite lame you can see), knowing of course that people hates it, but now, I feel like a crap. Finally when I find a tank I perform acceptably with, its a tank that everyone wants to kill because its broken. But the thing is... everyone could get one. Even for free.   Also, I see hundreds of E25 players that can't do more than 600-700 of damage after battle. How's even broken and "P2W"? Why I, and they, don't insta-win with it if it's "P2W"?   IDK, now I feel miserable for playing it, and maybe buy back the VK3002D and T-43 (which I like) so I can at least say "I don't play a broken tank only".   Damn man, this is so deep.